The Enfolded Prelude: Book Fourth
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A pleasant sight it Bright was when, having clombthe summer's noon when quickening steps
The Heights of Kendal, and that Followed each other till a dreary moor
Was crossed, at length a bare ridge clomb, upon whose top
Standing alone, as from a rampart's edgeedge,
I overlooked the bed of Windermere.Windermere,
Like a vast river, stretching in the sun.
With exultation, at my feet I saw
Lake, islands, promontories, gleaming bays,
A universe of Nature's fairest forms
Proudly revealed with instantaneous burst,
Magnificent, and beautiful, and gay.
I bounded down the hill, hill shouting amain
A lusty summons For the old Ferryman; to the farther shoreshout the rocks
For the old ferryman; Replied, and when he camethe Charon of the flood
Had staid his oars, and touched the jutting pier,
I did not step into the well-known boat
Without a cordial welcome. greeting. Thence right forthwith speed
Up the familiar hill I took my way, now drawing towards home,way
To Towards that sweet valley Valley where I had been reared;
'Twas but a short hour's walk ere, walk, ere veering round,round
I saw the snow-white church upon its her hill
Sit like a thronbd lady, throned Lady, sending out
A gracious look all over its her domain.
Yon azure smoke betrays the lurking town;
With eager footsteps I advance and reach
The cottage threshold where my journey closed.
Glad greetings welcome had I, and with some tears tears, perhaps,
From my old dame, Dame, so motherly kind and good,motherly,
While she perused me with a parent's pride.
The thoughts of gratitude shall fall like dew
Upon thy grave, good creature: while creature! While my heart
Can beat I never will I forget thy name.
Heaven's blessing be upon thee where thou liest
After thy innocent and busy stir
In narrow cares, thy little daily growth
Of calm enjoyments, after eighty years,
And more than eighty, of untroubled lifelife;
Childless, yet by the strangers to they thy blood
Honoured with little less than filial love.
Great What joy was mine to see thee once again,
Thee and thy dwelling, and a throng crowd of things
About its narrow precincts, precincts all belovedbeloved,
And many of them seeming yet my own.own!
Why should I speak of what a thousand hearts
Have felt, and every man alive can guess?
The rooms, the court, the garden were not left
Long unsaluted, and nor the spreading pinesunny seat
And broad Round the stone table underneath its boughs—
Our summer seat in many a festive hour—
And that unruly child of mountain birth,
The froward brook, which, soon as he was boxed
Within our garden, found himself at once
As if by trick insidious and unkind,
Stripped of his voice, and left to dimple down
Without an effort and without a will
A channel paved by the hand of man.under the dark pine,
Friendly to studious or to festive hours;
Nor that unruly child of mountain birth,
The famous brook, who, soon as he was boxed
Within our garden, found himself at once,
As if by trick insidious and unkind,
Stripped of his voice and left to dimple down
(Without an effort and without a will)
A channel paved by man's officious care.
I looked at him and smiled, and smiled again,
And in the press of twenty thousand thoughts,
'Ha', "Ha," quoth I, 'pretty "pretty prisoner, are you there!'
-And now, reviewing soberly that hour,
I marvel that a fancy did not flashthere !"
Upon me, and a strong desire, straitway,Well might sarcastic Fancy then have whispered,
At sight of such an "An emblem that shewed forthhere behold of thy own life;
So aptly my In its late course of even daysdays with all
And all their Their smooth enthralment, to pen downenthralment;" but the heart was full,
A satire on myself. Too full for that reproach. My aged dameDame
Was with me, Walked proudly at my side; side: she guided me,me;
I willing, nay—nay, wishing to be led.
—.The face of every neighbour whom I met
Was as like a volume to me; some I were hailed
Far off, upon Upon the road, or some busy at their workwork,
Unceremonious greetings, greetings interchanged
With half the length of a long field between.
Among my schoolfellows I scattered round
A salutation that was more constrainedLike recognitions, but with some constraint
Though earnest doubtless Attended, doubtless, with a little pride,
But with more shame, for my habiliments,
The transformation and the wrought by gay attire.
Delighted Not less delighted did I take my place againplace
At our domestic table; table: and, dear friend,Friend!
Relating In this endeavour simply as my wish hath beento relate
A poet's Poet's history, can may I leave untold
The joy thankfulness with which I laid me down at nightdown
In my accustomed bed, more welcome now
Perhaps than if it had been more desired,desired
Or been more often thought of with regret—
That bed whence I had heard the roaring wind
And clamorous rain, that bed where I so oft
Had lain awake on breezy nights to watch
The moon in splendour couched among the leaves
Of a tall ash that near our cottage stood,
Had watched her with fixed eyes, while to and fro
In the dark summit of the moving tree
She rocked with every impulse of the wind.regret;
That lowly bed whence I had heard the wind
Roar, and the rain beat hard; where I so oft
Had lain awake on summer nights to watch
The moon in splendour couched among the leaves
Of a tall ash, that near our cottage stood;
Had watched her with fixed eyes while to and fro
In the dark summit of the waving tree
She rocked with every impulse of the breeze.
Among the faces which favourites whom it pleased me well
To see again again, was one by ancient right
Our inmate, a rough terrier of the hills,hills;
By birth and call of nature preordainedpre-ordained
To hunt the badger and unearth the fox
Among the impervious crags. But crags, but having been
From youth our own adopted, he had passed
Into a gentler service; and service. And when first
The boyish spirit flagged, and day by day
Along my veins I kindled with the stir,
The fermentation fermentation, and the vernal heat
Of poesy, affecting private shades
Like a sick lover, Lover, then this dog was used
To watch me, an attendant and a friend,
Obsequious to my steps early and late,
Though often of such dilatory walk
Tired, and uneasy at the halts I made.
A hundred times when in these wanderingswhen, roving high and low,
I have been busy harassed with the toil of verseverse,
Great Much pains and little progress progress, and at once
Some fair enchanting image lovely Image in my mindthe song rose up
Rose up, full-formed Full-formed, like Venus rising from the sea,sea;
Have Then have I sprung forth towards him and darted forwards to let loose
My hand upon his back with stormy joy,
Caressing him again and yet again.
And when in at evening on the public roads at eventideway
I sauntered, like a river murmuring
And talking to itself, at such a seasonitself when all things else
It was his custom to jog Are still, the creature trotted on before;
But, duly whensoever Such was his custom; but whene'er he had met
A passenger approaching, would he would turn
To give me timely notice, and straitway,straightway,
Punctual to such Grateful for that admonishment, I hushed
My voice, composed my gait, and shaped myselfand, with the air
And mien of one whose thoughts are free, advanced
To give and take a greeting that might save
My name from piteous rumours, such as wait
On men suspected to be crazed in brain.
Those walks, walks well worthy to be prized and loved.loved
Regretted, Regretted! that word too word, too, was on my tongue,
But they were richly laden with all good,
And cannot be remembered but with thanks
And gratitude gratitude, and perfect joy of heart—
Those walks did now like a returning spring
Come back on me again. hear[—
Those walks in all their freshness now came back
Like a returning Spring. When first I made
Once more the circuit of our little lakelake,
If ever happiness hath lodged with manman,
That day consummate happiness was mine—
Wide-spreading, steady, calm, contemplative.mine,
Wide-spreading, steady, calm, contemplative.
The sun was set, or setting, when I left
Our cottage door, and evening soon brought on
A sober hour, not winning or serene,
For cold and raw the air was, and untuned;untuned:
But as a face we love is sweetest then
When sorrow damps it, or, whatever look
It chance to wear, is sweetest if the heart
Have fulness in itself, herself; even so with me
It fared that evening. Gently did my soul
Put off her veil, and, self-transmuted, stood
Naked Naked, as in the presence of her God.
As While on I walked, a comfort seemed to touch
A heart that had not been disconsolate,disconsolate:
Strength came where weakness was not known to be,
At least not felt; and restoration came
Like an intruder knocking at the door
Of unacknowledged weariness. I took
The balance in my hand balance, and with firm hand weighed myself:myself.
I saw but little, and thereat was pleased;—.Of that external scene which round me lay,
Little Little, in this abstraction, did I remember, and even thissee;
Still pleased me more Remembered less; but I had hopes and peaceinward hopes
And swellings of the spirits, spirit, was rapt and soothed,
Conversed with promises, had glimmering views
How life pervades the undecaying mind,mind;
How the immortal soul with godlike God-like power
Informs, creates, and thaws the deepest sleep
That time can lay upon her, her; how on earthearth,
Man Man, if he do but live within the light
Of high endeavours, daily spreads abroad
His being armed with a strength that cannot fail.
Nor was there want of milder thoughts, of love,
Of innocence, and holiday repose,repose;
And more than pastoral quiet in quiet, 'mid the heartstir
Of amplest boldest projects, and a peaceful end
At last, or glorious, by endurance won.
Thus musing, in a wood I sate me down
Alone, continuing there to muse. Meanwhilemuse: the slopes
The mountain And heights meanwhile were slowly overspread
With darkness, and before a rippling breeze
The long lake lengthened out its hoary line,
And in the sheltered coppice where I sate,
Around me, me from among the hazel leaves—
Now here, now there, stirred by the straggling wind—
Came intermittingly a breath-like sound,
A respiration short and quick, which oft,
Yea, might I say, again and yet again,
Mistaking for the panting of my dog,
The off-and-on companion of my walk,
I turned my head to look if he were there.leaves,
Now here, now there, moved by the straggling wind,
Came ever and anon a breath-like sound,
Quick as the pantings of the faithful dog,
The off and on companion of my walk;
And such, at times, believing them to be,
I turned my head to look if he were there;
Then into solemn thought I passed once more.
A freshness also found I at this time
In human life, Life, the daily life I mean of those
Whose occupations really I loved.loved;
The prospect often touched peaceful scene oft filled me with surprize:
Crowded and full, and changed, as seemed to me,surprise
Even as Changed like a garden in the heat of spring
After an eight-days' absence. For to (to omit
The things which were the same and yet appeared
So different Far otherwise) amid this rural solitude,
The little vale A narrow Vale where each was my chief abode,known to all,
'Twas not indifferent to a youthful mind
To note, perhaps mark some sheltered seat in whichsheltering bower or sunny nook
An Where an old man had been used to sun himself,sit alone,
Now empty; vacant; pale-faced babes whom I had left
In arms, known children of now rosy prattlers at the neighbourhood,feet
Now rosy prattlers, Of a pleased grandame tottering up and down;
And growing girls whose beauty, filched away
With all its pleasant promises, was gone
To deck some slighted playmate's homely cheek.
Yes, I had something of another eye,a subtler sense,
And often looking round was moved to smiles
Such as a delicate work of humour breeds.breeds;
I read, without design, the opinions, thoughts,
Of those plain-living people, in a sensepeople now observed
Of love and knowledge: With clearer knowledge; with another eye
I saw the quiet woodman in the woods,
The shepherd on roam the hills. With new delight,
This chiefly, did I view note my grey-haired dame,Dame;
Saw her go forth to church, church or other work
Of state, state equipped in monumental trim—
Short velvet cloak, her bonnet of the like,
A mantle such as Spanish cavaliers
Wore in old time. trim;
Short velvet cloak, (her bonnet of the like),
A mantle such as Spanish Cavaliers
Wore in old times. Her smooth domestic lifelife,
Affectionate without uneasiness—
Her talk, her business, pleased me; and no less
Her clear though shallow stream of piety,
That ran on sabbath days a fresher course.disquietude,
Her talk, her business, pleased me; and no less
Her clear though shallow stream of piety
That ran on Sabbath days a fresher course;
With thoughts unfelt till now I saw her read
Her bible Bible on the hot Sunday afternoons,
And loved the book book, when she had dropped asleep
And made of it a pillow for her head.
Nor less do I remember to have feltfelt,
Distinctly manifested at this time,
A dawning, even as of another sense,
A human-heartedness about my love
For objects hitherto the gladsome airabsolute wealth
Of my own private being, being and no moremore;
Which I had loved, even as a blessbd blessed spirit
Or angel, Angel, if he were to dwell on earth,
Might love in individual happiness.
But now there opened on me other thoughts,thoughts
Of change, congratulation and or regret,
A new-born feeling. pensive feeling! It spread far and wide:wide;
The trees, the mountains shared it, and the brooks,
The stars of heaven, Heaven, now seen in their old haunts—
White Sirius glittering o'er the southern crags,
Orion with his belt, and those fair Seven,
Acquaintances of every little child,
And Jupiter, my own beloved star.
Whatever shadings of mortality
Had fallen upon these objects heretofore
Were different in kind: not tender strong,
Deep, gloomy were they, and severe, the scatterings
Of childhood, and moreover, had given way
In later youth to beauty and to love
Enthusiastic, to delight and joy.haunts.—
White Sirius glittering o'er the southern crags,
Orion with his belt, and those fair Seven,
Acquaintances of every little child,
And Jupiter, my own beloved star!
Whatever shadings of mortality,
Whatever imports from the world of death
Had come among these objects heretofore,
Were, in the main, of mood less tender: strong,
Deep, gloomy were they, and severe; the scatterings
Of awe or tremulous dread, that had given way
In later youth to yearnings of a love
Enthusiastic, to delight and hope.
As one who hangs down-bending from the side
Of a slow-moving boat boat, upon the breast
Of a still water, solacing himself
With such discoveries as his eye can make
Beneath him in the bottom of the deeps,deep,
Sees many beauteous sights weeds, fishes, flowers,
Grots, pebbles, roots of trees trees, and fancies more,
Yet often is perplexed, and cannot part
The shadow from the substance, rocks and sky,
Mountains and clouds, from that which is indeedreflected in the depth
The region, and Of the clear flood, from things which there abide
In their true dwelling; now is crossed by gleam
Of his own image, by a sunbeam now,
And wavering motions that are sent he knows not whence,
Impediments that make his task more sweet;
Such pleasant office have we long pursued
Incumbent o'er the surface of past time
With like success. Nor have we success, nor often lookedhave appeared
On more alluring shows Shapes fairer or less doubtfully discerned
Than these to me at least—
More soft, or less ambiguously descried,
Than those which now we have been passing by,
And where we still are lingering. which the Tale, indulgent Friend!
Would now direct thy notice. Yet in spite
Of all these new employments of the mindpleasure won, and knowledge not withheld,
There was an inner falling off. off I loved,
Loved deeply, deeply all that I had been loved before,
More deeply even than ever; ever: but a swarm
Of heady thoughts schemes jostling each other, gawds
And feast and dance dance, and public revelryrevelry,
And sports and games less pleasing (too grateful in themselvesthemselves,
Yet in themselves less grateful, I believe,
Than as they were a badge, badge glossy and fresh,fresh
Of manliness and freedom these did nowfreedom) all conspired
Seduce me To lure my mind from the firm habitual quest
Of feeding pleasures, from that eager zeal,to depress the zeal
Those And damp those yearnings which had every day once been mine,mine
A wild, unworldly-minded youth, given up
To Nature and to books, or, at the most,
From time to time by inclination shipped
One among many, in societies
That were, or seemed, as simple as myself.
But now was come a change it his own eager thoughts. It would demand
Some skill, and longer time than may be spared,spared
To paint even to myself these vanities,
And vanities, and how they wrought but sure it is that now
Contagious air did oft environ me,wrought
Unknown among these In haunts in former days.where they, till now, had been unknown.
The It seemed the very garments that I wore appearedwore
To prey upon Preyed on my strength, and stopped the course
And quiet stream of self-forgetfulness.
Something there was about me that perplexedstream
Th' authentic sight of reason, pressed too closelyOf self-forgetfulness.
On Yes, that religious dignity of mind
That is the very faculty of truth,
Which wanting either, from the very first
A function never lighted up, or else
Extinguished man, a creature great and good,
Seems but a pageant plaything with vile claws,
And this great frame of breathing elements
A senseless idol.
This vague heartless chacechase
Of trivial pleasures was a poor exchange
For books and Nature nature at that early age.
'Tis true, some casual knowledge might be gained
Of character or life; but at that time,
Of manners put to school I took small note,
And all my deeper passions lay elsewhere—
Far better had it been to exalt the mind
By solitary study, to uphold
Intense desire by thought and quietness.elsewhere.
Far better had it been to exalt the mind
By solitary study, to uphold
Intense desire through meditative peace;
And yet, in for chastisement of these regrets,
The memory of one particular hour
Doth here rise up against me. In 'Mid a throng,throng
A festal company of Of maids and youths,
Old men youths, old men, and matrons, staid, promiscuous rout,matrons staid,
A medley of all tempers, I had passed
The night in dancing, gaiety gaiety, and mirth—